JIM

Today I went to the gym! It was a really good experience. I do not know what the machines are called that I went on but all I know is that they work out my legs all the way up to my butt. ;) I did that one for 50 minutes. I also did the bike one for 20 minutes. After that, I swam a 1600. Just freestyle and breastroke mix. I got really slow haha. I need to get back into it again. I plan to go to the "jim" everyday, and whenever I have the time. I like to work out and exercise. So I am really glad now that I have a "jim" pass. :) Yay! Well I am hungry. Gonna get off this & GRUB!!!

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Richard

I get tired of waiting, assuming, hearing promises, saying sorry, and all the hurting. But I don't get tired of loving him.  We have gone through so much and always run back to each other. We make each other cry, we make each other physically & mentally hurt, we each say things we don't mean, we do things to each other that we never meant to do. But we learned to forgive, LEARN, and forget. I can admit that I have done and said things on purpose to make him hurt but that was because I didn't know how to talk things out and I used lies and act immature to try to find the easy way out. Im sorry for all the pain that I caused him. I didn't mean it one bit. I hope we can go back to the way things were before. I hope we can get over this and learn from what we did wrong and never do it again and be happy again. I love you. You know who you are.

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Daybreakers...

It's been a couple days since I've wrote in this thing.  Tonight I cheered for basketball. They played Miramar. We won big time!  I just got back from watching Daybreakers with Rich. I hate vampires now. I hate Edward too ;)  Well it was really scary. Way too much blood! They act like IDIOTS! Anyways, Im trying to get my mind off the movie by watching The  Real World: DC online. haha. I'm webcamming with my baby too! :) Well I don't know what planned for the weekend anymore. Rich suddenly has game tomorrow morning. We were supposed to go sell at the Swap Meet so we'll probably do that Sunday instead. Idk, but I'll probably read and get a jumpstart on some assignments. Well yea, I'm off this. Good night.

My poor baby...

I just got home not too along ago. I had took a nap for about 3 hours. Watched the rest of the intense football game of the packers and patriots, right? Well it was crazy. How can someone miss a field goal at 34 yards. & wth, the gbay quarterback basically kicked the ball to the patriot guy during the sac...idk. Well after that, got ready and went to Richards. Watched some t.v. and Four Christmases. We were hungry but he didn't have anything at home so we went to Subway. I didnt notice but I was going the wrong way so we ended up going to the subway in national city instead of the one on woodman where we usually go. this subway was packed so i was being impatient. the workers were only putting a little bit on people's sandwiches. but when it was our turn i made sure they put a good amount.  I got a spicy italian and Richard got oven roasted chicken breast. Our usual. We got home and ate then we started watching The Simpsons 20th year anniversary. After that was done we watched P.S.-I Love you. I love that movie. Its sad and funny. I wanted to cry like 3 times. Well we didnt get to finish it because I had to leave. He has school tomorrow. Well when I got home, I noticed my dog Koa has a bubblish-lump on his right ear. I hope it is nothing serious and we can get it taken care of immediately.  It is probably from my freakin' mom stepping on him all the time! She always steps on his tail, not on purpose but come on, WATCH OUT & BE CAREFUL! Is that so hard? It's like she doesn't care if he's hurt. If she doesn't bring him to the vet, I'll do it because I'm tired of her never doing anything about the dogs. She won't even take them to the vet to cut their nails, to do check ups, or anything. It makes me mad. Well tomorrow is my dad's birthday. Were going out to eat. Im going to go to sleep now, Koa's on my bed, I'll pet him until he falls asleep. I feel bad that he always gets hurt. Well good night everyone.

Ham Radio Fest

OMG. I'm so tired. So this is going to be short. I woke up at 7 a.m. to get ready to go up to a mountain in Otay with my dad and friends for SOMETHING. Richard came along. We brought snacks and chairs and just chilled on the rocks while my dad and friends do their thing.There were no bathrooms up there either and I had to go bad. But I just decided to wait til I got home. From the top we could see almost all of San Diego, Chula Vista, Coronado Islands, the Donovan Prison, a sky diving port, but I didn't see any mexican immigrants or snakes...haha. We had to drive up a 6 mile trail to get up to the top. It was rocky and bumpy. When we left I had to guide my dad as he drove off some rocks so he wouldn't scrape the bottom of his truck. His friends were cool. The weather was great. Still got a full bag of Hot Cheetos and Hawaiian bread left. Well good night early.

So I don't know why I'm awake so early...

I woke up around 7:40 a.m. to use the bathroom. Lately, I've been waking up 2 times a night to go to the bathroom. Anyways, I went back to bed right after but I couldn't fall asleep. Usually I could but I didn't. I got a text message from Richard saying he was off to his baseball game but when I texted him back I got no respond. His game is in Miramar so he probably fell asleep in the car.

Well last night me, Rich & the men had a bonfire at Mission Beach. It was pretty fun. Amanda & Steven came along as well. Everyone there was me, Rich, Chris, Andrew, Nick, Jesse, Poncho, Amanda, and Steven. It was kind of planned last minute. But first we checked on the beach of there were any pits available but there weren't so we checked across the street and there were! Three were empty so we took the middle one. Then not long after, 2 more groups arrived and occupied the remaining two pits. Luckily we had good timing! The whole night I was trying to recover from being sick and also a 4 day fight with Rich. It's confusing so I don't want to get into detail but I just didn't want to get into it at the bonfire, I just wanted to chill and have fun...and eat SMORs. Anyways, the police checked up on us like 3 freakin' times! "FUCK THE POLICE!"--saul. They just have to shine that stupid light in our eyes. I know they do it on purpose. But tell me why the police were spying on us in their truck without the lights on so we couldn't see them. They drove up to us saying like they knew what we were doing and asked who was underage and if we had been drinking. Nick and Andrew weren't there because they went to the liquor store to by something. The most disgusting part was that they were spying on us with binoculars! Kind of invading right? YUCK! I hate the police. So after that we had to go. Nick and Andrew were taking forever because we were trying to rush. But after we left we continued the bonfire at Chris's. I love their Chihuahua, Tinkerbell. She barks at me but it's ok. I love holding her. :) I just wish I had one for my own. Rich had to be home before 11 p.m. so we left. I got home and found my dad playing one of his games again. He should have been asleep. Either he was drunk or he was crying because his eyes were watery. I didn't try to talk much. Then I webcamd with Rich for a bit. Then went to sleep around 12:30 a.m.

Well today I think I might get my bangs trimmed, go to Wal Mart to buy nail polish, then probably hang out with Rich.

Oh yea, Monday is my dad's birthday. I don't know what to get him & I don't have much money to buy anything, so I don't know what to do...